My best decision

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   “A decision that I made changed my life forever. The cure for depression and the bad moments was the cigarettes. It helped me getting my stress off and got me more relaxed. My body was in a good shape, the smoking didn’t affect my health at all. However that was only a illusion. I thought my entire life that the cigarettes stimulated me in a good way, but I was wrong. Even though a doctor told me to stop my habits, I continued. After 20 years of smoking the negative side showed up. My life got out of control and the nicotine took over. So I knew that I was addicted and wanted to abuse more. But every day was the same, I woke up and had a cigarette in my hand from sunrise until sunset. I took my last pack of cigarettes about the end of 1990’s and after that day I realized what life is all about. So I took my life's best decision and I was proud of myself. In a short term it was a opportunity to smoke but the nicotine catched me in a infinite circuit. Don’t start smoking, even if it’s a satisfying pleasure. You are going to end up stuck in a black hole that you can’t get out of.