"My life was dark for a long time"

My life was dark for a very long time. I even tried to kill myself a couple of times and I self harmed daily. My parents knew that i was depressed and that I harmed myself but it felt like they didn’t really care. Partly because some of the blame was on them and partly because they thought I was faking it. But it wasn’t fake. I had real problems and I still do. I still have problems with alcohol but my parents doesn’t suspect a thing. Even if my life gets dark sometimes I am happy that my parents knocked the blades out of my hands those times because now I appreciate life again. I have great friends who I love very much. My parents think they are bad influence and maybe they are. Some of them struggle with the same problems I’ve had. Especially my best friend who is in a really dark place. I think we all help each other even if we have some shitty coping mechanisms like alcohol or cigarettes. I just hope my friend sees that life is worth living before it is too late. I was able to overcome my depression and I am completely clean from self harm. I am stronger than my decease and I know she is too. I’m just really scared that she won’t be okay if her family force her to move far away. I have to be there for her like she has been there for me.

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