“I lost my first son when i was 36 years, I have one daughter now, my biggest fear is to lose her. Because i already have lost my first son when i was 38 years. He was only 14 years old and that was to soon for my little angel. The loss of a son can bring on a range of difficult emotions including numbness, guilt, anger, emptiness, disbelief and deep sadness. He was in perfect health, and having normal days with friends and girlfriend. My daughter is 16 and there are conflicts the hole time, about that she not be out of time on the evenings, i say to her do not keep up with the wrong people, careful on social media.  I`m so heaven over protective and se does not understand, she thinks i do it for do be rotten to her. I only care because i don't want to lose her like my son. I think she will understand when she is a mother to her children. how its is it to be a mom if not more overprotective. My family is my everything. it is the family that always stands behind your side no matter what. Friends, boyfriends and girlfriends can be there for you but can disappear anytime while family are there the end of the day.”